Lonely

It is late in the mid night but what am i actually thinking??listening song repeated n repeated thinking what actually i want to do..
Now i feel the loneliness is with me but not because i m single but those kind loneliness feeling is because i not sure with my pathway and is it this is the correct way??what am i really want to do??wat is my aim??n is it this is the life style that i want??i suddenly feel that so miserable..is it the way that i want with them??i have no idea
Now i m really lonely..

Surprise and happy

A fb msg suddenly pop out from my secondary friend and i m so surprise because we have been long time din contact with each other.He told me that he is going to marry this september with one of my best friend(actually both also best friend)..this is really a good news for me as i always hope that they will get together..I am the fist person that he told he is getting marry and he wish that i can attend their wedding dinner and act as her gf ji mui that day.i hope that this september i can attend their wedding without any incident from my college.
wou,,their story really can write a love story which both are the first love and their story really dramatic as i know all the process..
I always support both of u..must be happy^^