IT is 3am now

It is almost 3am now but i stil cannot sleep is because i slept few hours this afternoon or due to others reason?who knows.
This few days i really past my day a bit waste,feel like doing something useless,girl ar girl after this week finish you really need to determine with what you have already set.
Hehez..besides that i also feel happy for you girl wish you all the best,i know i will become like that one day soon and that day wont be too long right.

jia you jia you

Before that i think i can easily cope with many things but after some incident i realise that i really lack of knowledge,many many kind of knowledge so now i know where is my weaknesses so just go and improve it.But i also know that improve but not just with the stupid bull shit mouth please add on with the action if not u will end up with failure.
Hiak hiak,i know i can do it very well without any obstacle,my life is wonderful everyday i just want to enjoy it everyday with all my friends.Everyday is the brand new days and happy day for me,how about u??

change change change

Now is the advance first sem for me..i need to change all my bad habits..leave them far far from me then find bec all the hardworking..i m still young now,i should try many things that i haven try b4..i want 2 change my life into something diff from diploma..i will not waste my time much online..i want to know more frens and do and try something new..N after i finish my advance i can get what i want all the while..

Hmmmm

Now my aim is so clear in my mind.i wont let any other things which will block any of my future.Friends let us do it together..yeah..espeacially "U" pls vanish from my mind..i m so determine for that,i will not let u ruin my thinking n always flash to my mind..
i will always remind myself that u r nothing..But i will alway bless u to the maximum..all the best to u..

选择

人生中天天都充满着选择,
你永远不会知道,
你今天到底做的选择是对还是错,
但是永远不要对你作出的选择后悔,
曾几何时我觉得我做错选择,
曾经有那么一点的后悔,
但今天回想起来好像并不是那么一回事,
所以你做的选择还未到最后一刻都不能盼断是对还是错,
我期待着每一个的选择机会.加油吧!!

Suddenly feel like writing

Juz came bec from europe trip this few days..many ppl once they saw me then they asked how the trip going on??izit fun enough??then i wil juz reply ok lo,not too bad,but not too good also..
this trip let me know that my dad is a super filial son..he wil do those things that his other brother or sister that will not do..he really a good patient man he can treat his mum so good without complaining..this is wat i had 2 learn from him..sorry 2 my dad n mum bcoz sometimes i will lost my patient n juz yell at them..i do feel guilty but sometime i juz cant control but not mean 2 do that
my dad know that i m super tired after came bec from trip so she purposely send me bec tbr even the next day he got to work..she really love me so much..i should try 2 understanding him sometime for his attitude bcoz no ppl is perfect as well as my dad..but i think he can fullfill almost everything..wat i can do for him juz get the good result for myself then this is the time i can c his smile..
for my mum she also damn caring me..she accompany me go visit the noob doctor juz 2 get the mc..sorry wat i hav done 2 her..mum it wont happen the next time,i promise..i wont let u experience those kind of feeling anymore..thx that day u say u will experience wit me..i do appreciate it

One more to go

Today juz finish the first paper,stil left the other paper on sat..I think i had try my best aldy,hope that can get the expected result la..Struggling for the next paper now..waiting after finish the second final paper then is my time to rock n roll..yeah..
But after finish exam the whole day i m juz chasing the drama n i finish it all..bad..add oil la..hiak hiak

Exam

Two more days it is our final exam..Y i stil dont hav the mood to study??
M i dowan to get full A??
Nop,i hope to get full A..Yeah..it is wat i wish to get..
So study hard now u stil got one more days to get the things that u want,dnt think bout the nonsense,it is not worth..

Give up

Sometimes giving up is not the bad way to perform..
Juz do what u think is correct..
U can choose to give up but pls be responsible on ur action..
Dont get regret after any action that u had taken..
There will be something more that worth it..

MYOB

Next tuesday is the MYOB examination..I wish i can do it all without looking or even ask for others ans if can..but now i do bec the text book exercise i cant even reconcile it..haiz..kong siew hui, u r such a failure, so easy d things also can do till like suck .
Add oil la KSH i know u can do it well^^

my spec

Today went to Seremban specially juz to go n take for my spec coz i had been told that it is ready...My dad send me purposely there n fix my spec.After it fix when i wear i juz feel that it is not my degree,juz like wearing other ppl spec so my dad ask me 2 recheck the power again.shit that the worker make the wrong order that he had ordered is for my sister but not for me that means next week i still need to go for seremban again juz to make the spec..wat a trouble..
Huh..bside that i thought i can wear contact lens coz thought that astigmatism is low but the true is that my astimagtism one eye 500 n one eye is 475 so is too high for the contact lens..damn,need to continue my life wit contact lens again
Haha..but my dad cal me go n search the onfirmation about the laser for the astigmatism..Will he let me do the laser??haha..hope so la^^

I feel so touching

Yesterday after finished the party n decided to send my brother back gk.haha..cant blive that after i had send him bec he will sms me say thx n bye to me..I also donoe when is my relationship between my brother bcome so damn good..
Unfortunately when i arrive at home may b not careful enough while i m driving i had "kiss" the car beside the car podge..omg..my dad car bcome cacat aldy..Luckily after i told my dad he din scold me juz say din knock down ppl is ok aldy..haha..fuhh..relax le..
Thx dad for not blaming me..

算了

用工读书更加实际.加油^^

如果

如果我可以发明一样东西,
我一定会选择发明一种机器可以测试出人的心里想些什么,
那我就可以知道到底在想些什么,
那我就不必自己在那儿猜测了,
真希望有天只是我一个人拥有而已,
但是拥有了之后那不是没有挑战了吗??
但是此时此刻的我就很想拥有那个机器因为我想知道你在想些什么^^

busyyyy

This few days is so so so busy..but i think i enjoy it n i should enjoy it also..i scare is that nothing do everyday.. i wil rather choose my life is busy so i wont think so much nonsense..i need to work hard for my academic n everything..include my guitar lesson n piano lesson..i hope i can join more activities with different ppl defferent friends..

my whole day

I woke up in the early morning at 7am..Guess y i woke up early in the morning??nothing much just have decided to exercise to slim down because that day when i weigh my weigh,damn,my weigh is 53kg..wada i m totally fat..i need to slim down..i m not greedy i just hope to slim down till 45kg..
After finish my exercise i prepare go 2 sing k with my friend..actually we paid for just sing for 2 hrs but the staff say today not many people so once we sing we sing for almost 4hrs from 11am to 3pm sing till no more sound anymore..haha..but overall is ok la..
haha..i quite enjoyed my day today..^^

2011

First day of 2011..Nothing special happen today but my mum came bec today..I miss her so much.May b she was too tired she juz arrive at home then direct go to sleep.I notice she cant walk well coz she twisted her leg..Feel heart pain when i c her like that.She always came bec from trip sure got something happen.Neither sick or other things happen,hope that the coming trip for her will be smoothly pass by without anything.
She enjoyed very much this time and she hope that next year she can go again.she said we will not regret for going this trip and she learn a lot and makes many friends from other country she found that she still need to improve her english more..
Haha..mum i hope that u will stay healthy n pretty n happy always..i love u..